|There is a first time for everyting
||[Mar. 4th, 2005|09:32 am]
Hello everyone that has chosen to take a moment to get to know me. I guess I should say start by saying my sister uses this site to express her day-to-day life. In fact sometimes in order to find out how she is doing when we don’t have a chance to talk I go to her pages here for her latest update. A little background information about myself; I am 34 just relocated for the umpteenth time in my life and find myself starting over (career, social, relationship) you name it for hopefully the last time in my life. I am currently going thru what is turning into a custody battle from hell that has not even started yet. I will talk about that more as time goes on I am sure of that. As for today what my life has been like since moving to Dallas is this looking, looking, looking for a new job/career. Right now I spend a great deal of my day on the Internet surfing looking. I live in a remote area by Dallas that of course has no public transportation. This affects my life a great deal because:
A. I am from the Bay Area where you can go anywhere without a car.
B. I have never had a driver’s license nor can I say I can drive well enough to get one.
There go ahead and gasp or whatever you heard it correctly I am 34 years old and I do not drive.
It started off as a fear as a child and I never really had to drive where I lived so I never did. I have since realized all things come and become with age. I now know I need have to have a DL and a car if I wish to have the independence I crave so much in my life. I personally distaste having to rely on anyone for anything but I do now.
This again comes with I need a job/career/life.
I currently live with my god sister who is very supportive and at the same time helps me to stay motivated and focused on my goals. I know this move here is a new starting point for me and all things take time. I just hate looking for a job I feel like I am constently selling myself. I don’t know maybe because I have had a lot of luck in the past finding a job that now it is time to pay my dues and really have to look. This defiantly will teach me to appreciate a job once it is given and I know I will receive one soon.
I guesses something else I should say in my beginning is love life nonexistent.
Well that’s enough of a break for now back to Monster and the rest of those places.
By the way I am an open person so feel free o post any comments however, due take in mind this is my first entry so pls be kind:)